Saturday 19 March 2011

Full yes, but never satisfied....

Picture the scene, for starters  i will have mint pea soup drizzled with double cream  followed by a rack of Chatsworth lamb with lemon crust finished with an all American baked vanilla cheesecake accompanied with  raspberry coulis with lashings of cream at you convenience. However, after you lavish in your ample servings something niggles in the back of your mind. Yes. this was pleasant, but i still want more!

This feeling seems to arise in different circumstance. It is a feeling that plagues me regularly. During work, in the gym, out on a date, also in a relationship.

We have all been there, the heavy petting, the pulling of the hair. Heavy breathing and panting, that electric feeling starting to bubble and expand from below. His thrusting actions feeling as if they are touching every part of your body, making you sweat and heightening your senses. You start to loose focus, your caught up in the moment you feel overwhelmed and want to release. Then he releases, without a thought on timing, kisses you on the cheek and rolls over. The moments passed, and your still hungry. You try to compose your frustration, roll over and try to catch  8 blissfully boring hours of beauty sleep.

Why is it that we are never satisfied?Is it because we have been brought up to have a preconception of our  life from a young age? We are taught to map out our entire existence from day dot ,through magazines, films and music. Shaping how we should act and react.  Some people fantasise about making and keeping a home: 2 point 4 children, a doting husband, a house with a white picket fence and perma-smiles. Others fascinate about money and others constantly day dream about escaping.

I personally have encountered many of thoughts, however they are usually centred around sex, money and maybe the chance of love someday. I can only conclude that...


Rule number 3: Greed is good. Without it we would never strive for perfection. However daunting and sometimes painful it may be we should never feel as if we need or should settle for second best.

Money , boyfriends, acquaintances will come and go. But our mentality to attain our goals should always remain. What you do with it however, is up to you....








Therefore i am right to say that one day, John Kortajarena, you will be mine!


Yuppie
xx